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FOOD OF THE DAY:

Miso Soup. #NeverEndingDiet LOL

Happy Birthday to my Icon Marilyn. People called her a stupid blonde. To the world she was just a pretty face. To me she was so much more. See, you can’t pretend you’re smart when you’re dumb, but you can pretend you’re dumb when you’re smart. She knew exactly what she was doing and did it so well. To me she wasn’t just pretty, she was a pretty smart businesswoman.

I kiss pigs to get a KING.

This is me in 4 different looks. I love playing around with make up and my hair. I love bringing out different sides of myself. Some say it’s confusing, I say it’s creative. #ThankGodImAWoman

Today was a beautiful day. We went to Switzerland to visit my uncle. It’s a 2 hour drive from Stuttgart. I hate the car drive, but when I got there my two cousins who are 8 and 11 came running to me with open arms. What a warm welcome. Their mom told me they’ve been up since 7 am, telling all of their friends that I was coming today. Too cute. I love them so much.

After we all had food, the doorbell rang. It was one of my cousin’s friend. This cute tiny 9 year old girl stood there looking at me with her big brown eyes and she was holding a pen. She came for me. What? We were in the highest building and she walked up all those stairs just for me? How adorable is that?! She said she came cause she wanted my autograph. My autograph?! LOL! I said: “Sweetheart, I’m not a famous singer, I’m normal girl! I’m just like you!” And then she said: “You’re a famous singer to me and I love your songs, can you please sign my arm?” How could I not do it? Right after I did it, she started signing “Glue” to me. She doesn’t even speak English, but the fact that she knew all the words blew me away.

When we walked out of the building, she was outside with her friend. She asked if she could get a hug before I left. I gave her a kiss and the biggest hug ever. God bless her. I took a picture, cause this moment was so special to me. I could not believe that I ment so much to somebody. The fact that she has taken the time to actually listen to my songs over and over again… that made my heart smile. I’ve touched somebody’s heart somewhere in another country and that touched me. It was a sign, to never quit. Thank you sweetheart, thank you Switzerland.

Me, myself and why.

Are you a boy who would hold my hand in a line at the mall, sing to me at random moments and tell jokes just to hear my laugh? Then your hand belongs here.

I don’t care what you think about me. James Blunt thinks I’m beautiful.

Today I met a girl. The first thing she did was talking bad stuff about another person. That’s the worst thing you can do when you’re getting to know somebody and it’s pretty stupid too. Instead of showing me how amazing she was or at least who she was, she wasted her time trying to bring somebody else down. But by doing that, the only person that really went down in my eyes was her. She immediately lost my respect. I don’t even know her and I don’t really want to. Now all I know is that she gossips about other people. I don’t want anything to do with people like that. Stay away from me. Why? Because people who gossip to you, will gossip about you.

LESSON OF THE DAY:

Karma is only a bitch if you are.

There’s no better feeling than checking something off your to-do list. Done! Finished! Mission accomplished! I’ve always wanted to have a snake around my neck. I’m usually terrified of snakes, but it was so important for me to overcome my fear. When I look back at these pics, I always smile. I smile because it shows no matter how scared I am of something, in the end I always go for it, 100%. 

Do you guys see this?! I DID IT!!! I’m so proud of myself and I’m so sore. My next goal is a marathon, but first I need a 24 hour massage.